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I called her mum just now to tell her where will she be heading. She got her second choice.. Business Applications in Republic Polytechnic. I am happy for her. Then, her mum told me something. Her mum said she will be back this Sunday. She is expected to arrive at Changi Airport around 5+. *shocked*

I did not knowhow to react to the news. My heart suddenly started beating very fast and I felt happy and excited at the fact that I will be seeing her soon. In a split second, these feelings changed to fear and anxiety. Is it finally the time to face reality? *sighz*

I am really afraid about what she has to say to me. How will react? What will happen? Is it realy the end for 2 star-crossed lovers? *sighz*

I am praying with all my heart, mind and soul to God that HE will bless us and let us spend the rest of our lives together with each other.. with the one we truly love. *prays*

mUttOns bLeAtEd at... 3/03/2006 11:10:00 PM

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